I was studying with a Muslim sheikh, and this man passed away one day. We were reading the Quran when he said that Jesus is God. But the people didn't understand this; everyone was astonished. Someone asked him, "How do you know this?" He replied, "The Quran doesn't mention anyone who could raise the dead, create birds from clay, heal the blind and the lepers, bring down a table of food from heaven, or speak while still a newborn—that is, Jesus. No prophet's father did such things." Because of this statement, he was accused of apostasy and killed. However, his words became a key for some to search until we came to believe that he is God. When I read the Sermon on the Mount, it was the most beautiful thing I've ever read. I believed that he is the Lord and that this was the word of God.
This is a good testimony, and you and the sheikh came to the right conclusions. I believe the sheikh is now in heaven with Jesus and the Father.
After that, we had a teacher who began teaching us about the Trinity, about salvation through the blood, and that salvation had already been accomplished. I believed this, but after reading the Old and New Testaments, I didn't find anything about God being in three persons or the Father being equal to the Son. I found that Jesus said, "Do not call me good." I found that he said he didn't know when the Day of Judgment would be. I found that he said, "My Lord, my Lord, why have you forsaken me?"
It sounds to me like you believe that Jesus was truthful. It is written that Jesus said, "I tell you the truth, before Abraham was even born, I AM!" - John 8:58. The Jews immediately picked up rocks to stone Him with, because they recognized that Jesus took upon Himself a name of God from the Old Testament .
The Jews were going to kill him for blasphemy, because Jesus said He was God, just like the Muslims killed the sheikh you mentioned, for saying that Jesus was God.
In that place and others, the Bible speaks of the Son as equal with God.
Now speaking of things hard to imagine, John also wrote that God became flesh and lived among us. Naturally, as a man, Jesus was not immortal. Can God die?
He was not invisible. Has any man seen God?
If the seeming absence of those divine attributes do not present a difficulty to you in believing in Jesus, why would you be tripped up over the instances where Jesus, as a man, is not all knowing or all powerful? (My God, My God. Why have you forsaken me?)
Jesus, as a man, relied on the power of the Spirit to perform His ministry. The prime evidence that He was the Messiah—His power over demons—was by the Spirit.
Many of His divine attributes were hidden by His flesh. Not only from us, but from Himself, too. Were we to walk the earth in the First Century, and look at Jesus. We would not see a god. We would see a man, and not a very attractive man at that. It was His preaching and His miracles and His fulfillment of the Law and the Prophets that revealed His divinity.
But do you believe this about Jesus—that God raised Him from the dead?