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I am posting in the fighting forum as most of my contributions have been here, but I am looking for some honest counsel.
In 1984 I moved to a new state to take a job. I did not know anyone in the area, but found a church started by a friend that was not too far away. For 8 years I was very happy, satisfied and felt I had found my place of service to the Lord. The job had grown to be great and paid well and the church was growing at a rate I had never seen before. I even "put out a fleece" to see if I was where I was supposed to be and He answered. After the 8th year, things started going awry in the church, primarily because of the influence of a mannagawd that was big in the IFB movement. It was a nonstop downward spiral and you were forced to "choose a side", but also my job was taking a negative direction during this same time. We waited for 2 years and God opened the door for us to return "home" to be with our family and for me to start another position.
28 years later, there is now a strong indication that my job is heading in a negative direction which started in the last month. Though I am old enough to retire, I am not financially or mentally ready to stop working. Last week, to add to this, there was a major change at our "home church" that came out of nowhere and we may be leaving this congregation.
I am struggling with a number of things right now, but the similarity of what is happening now to what happened years ago cannot be ignored. I know if God wants me to move, there is nothing I can do to stop it, but I honestly do not want to. I am happy to be back home again and around members of my family and I have really enjoyed the singular job that I have held this whole time. I have no idea where I would go or what I would do.
I would appreciate anyone's thoughts.
Thank you.
In 1984 I moved to a new state to take a job. I did not know anyone in the area, but found a church started by a friend that was not too far away. For 8 years I was very happy, satisfied and felt I had found my place of service to the Lord. The job had grown to be great and paid well and the church was growing at a rate I had never seen before. I even "put out a fleece" to see if I was where I was supposed to be and He answered. After the 8th year, things started going awry in the church, primarily because of the influence of a mannagawd that was big in the IFB movement. It was a nonstop downward spiral and you were forced to "choose a side", but also my job was taking a negative direction during this same time. We waited for 2 years and God opened the door for us to return "home" to be with our family and for me to start another position.
28 years later, there is now a strong indication that my job is heading in a negative direction which started in the last month. Though I am old enough to retire, I am not financially or mentally ready to stop working. Last week, to add to this, there was a major change at our "home church" that came out of nowhere and we may be leaving this congregation.
I am struggling with a number of things right now, but the similarity of what is happening now to what happened years ago cannot be ignored. I know if God wants me to move, there is nothing I can do to stop it, but I honestly do not want to. I am happy to be back home again and around members of my family and I have really enjoyed the singular job that I have held this whole time. I have no idea where I would go or what I would do.
I would appreciate anyone's thoughts.
Thank you.