Twisted said:
CrAyCrAyJaY said:
Ever since I've seen the ugly truth of the IFB and I really don't know what to
Call myself, I know for a fact that I'm saved and I know I'm going to heaven when I die I
Still believe in God and Jesus, but I don't believe in the whole Baptist bull, I don't pray or read
My Bible and I'm more or less skeptical of what preachers preach.
Thanks, never thought of it like that.
Praying and reading your Bible is "Baptist bull"?
What he said. I can see how the hypocrisy of some men can rock one's faith (especially if it was based on men and not on Jesus Christ -- many of the IFB leaders about whom you speak were teaching people dependence upon themselves. However, it would be a mistake to assume that all IFB pastors are like this. You might be able to name a dozen evil leaders... but there are thousands upon thousands of IFB churches.
While we can know a little of God from creation, He has given us a revelation of Himself in His word, the Bible. If nothing else, read it to see what God would have YOU to do.
I have been in a similar situation; I've been in churches where the pastor committed adultery; I've been in churches with hypocritical, power-hungry men who ranted at us about tithing, and then embezzled the church funds. They would take up money for "faith-promise missions" and then spend it on staff. They were fearful of exposure, and ran down anyone who left who knew the truth.
Yet, I still go to church - regardless of what man has done, God has written in His word that I am not to abandon or give up on church. And, He tells me that He wants me to come to Him with my needs and wants in prayer.
So, yes, I have triggers that remind me of the dark times, and I have scars that are slowly healing... but I don't blame God for them. It was sinful men who did these things.