Perhaps I shouldn't have related my story about Bacardi 151 as ABCaines correctly stated that such is "foolishness" and I was in my teens as well so this was many, many years back! Such ABUSE of alcohol is most certainly sinful and shameful and I am ashamed of many things I have done in the past!
However, it is not the alcohol that brings about the rage and violence but the reason why such turn to drinking in the first place! We are so intent upon blaming "Things" as being sinful when the root problem is the total depravity of man's heart! This is one of the great problems within "Fundamentalism" to which you have had some exposure right? We think we are "OK" so long as we adhere to a prescribed set of external "standards" which serve to dress up the sepulchers which are filled with all sorts of unspeakable depravity!
Total abstinence from alcohol does not equate to biblical holiness!
Occasional use of alcohol with moderation and prudence does not equate to one being a "Drunkard" nor does it make one less holy or spiritual than the one who is totally abstinate. It truly is a matter of conscience. My desire for biblical fidelity trumps whatever personal position I may have regarding the use of alcohol!
And please remember that it is you and you alone who is responsible for your standing before God! You will not be able to stand before the Lord saying "You didn't elect me so I didn't believe!" You also will not be able to use the hypocrisy and inconsistency of his children as an excuse either (but I do apologize for where I have fallen short and hope you will forgive me). God has called you to repentance (the specifics which are between you and God) and to believe on his son.
I really wish I could say or do something that would convince you beyond any doubt that this is a very real matter but I understand that this is something only God can do so I leave this matter completely up to him! I hope you see my heart here that I truly desire to see you numbered with his elect!
Thanks.
If indeed, I will stand before God, one day, I certainly will not be able to blame my life on anyone but myself; certainly not another christian. For whatever the reason: Satan who has blinded me, God who has not elected me or just my own stupidity, I do not believe in life after death. Therefore, I am not concerned.
However, if the Bible were truly to be the Word of God, and if there really were to be life after death, then despite my asking Christ to save me (which I did at one time),
I still do not qualify for the Kingdom of God. In fact, according to Romans 1,
God gave me up. According to I Cor 6:9, I will not inherit the Kingdom of God, belief or no belief. Mercifully for my peace of mind, I do not believe it to be real.
If I did, I would absolutely go crazy. As I told you in a private message, I have not been sexually active in many years but that doesn't take away my orientation and what I did as a youth. And, if the Bible were to be His Word, He has turned his back on me and therefore, the theory of Election makes perfect sense to me.
John said that whosoever believed in Christ would have everlasting life.
But Paul said that salvation is a gift through faith and that not everyone would have the faith to receive that gift; that it is given to some.
I believe that the reason I don't believe in life after death is just because I don't. But I'm aware that it's possible that the reason I don't believe is because the "god of this world" blinded me once God turned his back on me.
On the one hand, I suspect very strongly that there is Someone higher than you and me; Someone who put this universe into play - whether through word or evolution. On the other hand, I suspect very strongly that is wasn't an angry god who after already getting it wrong with the rebellious angels that He had created, tried again with the rebellious humans who were just a little lower. I simply don't believe that. None of you have proof. All you have is faith.
And I don't have that faith - for whatever the reason.
I don't mean this post to anger you or to anger others who may be reading this.
I'll step away again, I guess. As has been pointed out, I really have no business in a place meant for believers, anyway. I came back several weeks ago because I truly wanted to know y'alls opinion on the demon issue after seeing a video by The Preacher Boy about that preacher, Greg Locke. Somehow, we got off on my personal salvation.
I wish you each the very best and actually, I'm really glad to have come back BECAUSE I made up with sweet Aleshanee and she forgave me for my unkind words of many years ago and so, it wasn't a wasted time here. And I very well may friend request you on FB since there's no roof over there to fall in.
But please put that liquor down . . . (running for cover)