Joseph007 said:
Are you telling me there are actually apologetics (apoligetisists? apologizers?)
The word "apologetics" is a technical theological term that relates to the defense of Christianity, defending it from those who would attempt to undermine it. See
this link for a primer on it.
Again, keep in mind that I am not trying in any way to condescend or mock you, but if you haven't began a journey of studying apologetics (dealing with the hard subjects of morality and the Bible) then you haven't given the Scriptures a fair hearing and I urge you to do so. In the matters of dealing with evil and God's morality you should look into the subject of
Theodicy. Keep in mind, when it comes to important and complex issues of philosophy and theology you aren't going to find answers in 5 minutes via short articles. You'll need "roll up your sleeves" and do the necessary and arduous homework to arrive at reasonable and coherent logical arguments (whichever side of the issue you end up falling on).
Here's a couple of starter articles (and I'd recommend listening or reading folk like RC Sproul, Ravi Zacharias, William Lane Craig, etc).
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Let me reiterate that I don't need to remind you (based on what you've been taught for decades) the importance of the answers to these questions of morality and eternity. It's worth the time to look into these things with more than a cursory 10 minute study. I'm not telling you to only look at Christian philosophy and apologetics, but in your study of the topics give a fair and objective hearing to quality articles written by scholarly sources.
Having said that, as a scientist/chemist trained in the discipline of critical thinking one of my strongest points of challenge to the naturalistic/rationalistic/atheistic/materialist worldview of life is this question....
If at any time in the existence of our known universe there was a time where nothing, literally NOTHING existed, how did something (time, matter, space) come from absolutely nothing? And if you argue that any of those things have always existed then how is that not a trait of deity (ie, eternality)?
Lastly, the articles I linked are really not heavy-weight philosophy or Christian apologist stuff, but are more for a layman

, but they will get you started. IF you'd like some heavier more intensive stuff just say the word.